WHY CAN'T GRADUATION COME RIGHT NOWWWWWW??!?!?!?!

okay, very strange week ( Read more... )

soo the last few days.. let's see ( Read more... )

i am soo sick lately. thursday i was really bad, and then yesterday i thought i was a lot better. so i went to school and then practice and then work. bad idea, i thought i was going to die. and now i'm back to feeling really shitty. and i have a cold sore thinger and it hurts. i'm just a mess. blah ( Read more... )

i feel like crap.

my parents are having problems again. my dad doesn't come home and then they fight when he is.
it's really awesome.

oh, and i suck at lacrosse.

ok, done now.

for a while i've been trying to change.. be a different person. and i was for a while. but where did that get me? in the last couple months i got rejected, dumped and then just fucked myself over. this was all on my attempt to maybe actually be reletionship worthy, to find someone i really could be with. and i thought i did find that. but who was i ( Read more... )

this whole week really, really sucks ( Read more... )

sooo my life sucks right now ( Read more... )

This is the song that reminds me of Becca. I totally had forgotten about it all together and then I pulled out my NFG CD today and listened to it. *sigh* i miss her.

"Sonny"

I'm sorry
I heard about the bad news today
A crowd of people around you
Telling you it's okay
And everything happens for a reason

When you lose a part of your self
To somebody you ( Read more... )

its been a bit..

i'm just gunna write something short cause i just got home from work and i gotta hop into bed cause i have to work 7am to 8pm tomorrow. (yeah i knowwww..) not much to talk about except lacrosse is KICKING MY ASS. and i hurt all over, and i think i have a problem with my hip. hm weird.
apparently that chick still wants to fight me? i ( Read more... )