bullshit.
this whole week really, really sucks.
we lost our basketball game.. we ended up getting second place in the league. it's fucking bullshit because the coachs of the other team were so unfair to us. loong story, but whatever.. it's finally overrr. thank god. i feel really bad for my coach though. she really deserved to be treated a lot better. i got an awful floor burn on my elbow too.. it's really nasty and hurts sooo bad.
me and my dad got in a really, really bad fight last night. well actually it was more like my dad flipping out on me and me standing there and taking it. i never say anything because he really scares me. i've never seen him so angry before in my life.. i honestly thought he was going to hit me. it all started with me saying "bitching" about something. and it turned into this huge things and basically i was a shitty daughter and didn't deserve to have anything i had. so i decided it was time for me to get out.. and then he sat on my car so i couldn't. and i made my mom make him get off and i left for a few hours. i didn't want to go back, but i had no where to go and i felt bad for my mom. so i snuck back in eventually and this morning waiting for him to leave before i even got up. of course he left me messages on my phone today apologizing but i'm so sick of this. i hate everything else that's going on in my life enough.. i don't need to feel like a failure at home too.
whatever, i quit.
we lost our basketball game.. we ended up getting second place in the league. it's fucking bullshit because the coachs of the other team were so unfair to us. loong story, but whatever.. it's finally overrr. thank god. i feel really bad for my coach though. she really deserved to be treated a lot better. i got an awful floor burn on my elbow too.. it's really nasty and hurts sooo bad.
me and my dad got in a really, really bad fight last night. well actually it was more like my dad flipping out on me and me standing there and taking it. i never say anything because he really scares me. i've never seen him so angry before in my life.. i honestly thought he was going to hit me. it all started with me saying "bitching" about something. and it turned into this huge things and basically i was a shitty daughter and didn't deserve to have anything i had. so i decided it was time for me to get out.. and then he sat on my car so i couldn't. and i made my mom make him get off and i left for a few hours. i didn't want to go back, but i had no where to go and i felt bad for my mom. so i snuck back in eventually and this morning waiting for him to leave before i even got up. of course he left me messages on my phone today apologizing but i'm so sick of this. i hate everything else that's going on in my life enough.. i don't need to feel like a failure at home too.
whatever, i quit.