The summer is coming to a close and I realize that ( I'm really upset. )

Let it be known that if ever Nick and I stop being friends, it will not have been my fault. I say this full of hurt and tears for the damage he has done me. (That means side with me ;) )

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All his fault.

:)

So having dreams that are so vivid and so normal seeming is truly horrifying. I don't like it all.I woke up from an overly long nap a little bit ago and just felt awful because of a dream and it sucks ( Read more... )

• Nightmare as of right now: not real. I bet it is only a matter of time.
• I love Eric because he knows exactly what these god awful nightmares are all about.

Anyway:

Why am I sitting in a basement getting ready to play DnD when I really really really ought to be studying for my Econ exam (which I need to do ridiculously well in). Maybe I ought to study ( Read more... )

Yes. Orgy A Logistical Nightmare.

So I have been stressing today. "Why?" you might ask. "Maybe she has a lot of finals, it is that time of year." Nah... I have one final (Economics on Wednesda) but I haven't really been worrying, although I probably should. I haven't been studying or working hard in general. It's kind of funky, but whatever, who gives a crap? Only two more days til ( Read more... )

So I seem to only write when something is wrong. I'm coming to realize that in reality, nothing is wrong. Lately it's like I've been creating make believe problems for myself, to pass the time and the boredom. I wonder why it is that I am just so bored with things, it's not even though things are bad, they really aren't ( Read more... )

A rap artist named Jim Jones? Really?

Although the shouting of "Ballin!" was quite nice.

I'm really pissed with myself. I honestly don't understand what the hell I have been doing with my time, I feel like I have just been throwing everything away, all my time, my whole life. I'm feeling old and haggard and ridiculous and it's all my own fault. I don't understand how people have such drive, such motivation, how anyone can manage to ( Read more... )

It is amazing how one single little thing or comment at night can make an entire great day mean nothing and leave you feeling so awful.