Dreams and Nightmares
So having dreams that are so vivid and so normal seeming is truly horrifying. I don't like it all.I woke up from an overly long nap a little bit ago and just felt awful because of a dream and it sucks.
Also: I woke up with the frantic desire to talk to John or Adrian, and I couldn't reach them. It is really bizarre and disconcerting but I felt really scared being so far away from Adrian, like sincerely frightened. I haven't felt something even remotely close to that in a long time.
It doesn't help that the last I heard his name was his roommate saying he was dead.
It is all very irrational, but still, it isn't very fun.
Also: I woke up with the frantic desire to talk to John or Adrian, and I couldn't reach them. It is really bizarre and disconcerting but I felt really scared being so far away from Adrian, like sincerely frightened. I haven't felt something even remotely close to that in a long time.
It doesn't help that the last I heard his name was his roommate saying he was dead.
It is all very irrational, but still, it isn't very fun.