well lets see where do i begin. well i am still hurting from the car accident and am on medication still. yuck. i have one person who wont talk to me, return my calls, or probably even care that i exist and that is upsetting me very much. im sorry about what happened. i knew how much he meant to you but i still would like to here from you. and ( Read more... )

well lets see i havent been doing to much since my last post...i saw josh this weekend since he was homeand hung out with him for a while which is always cool to do. but yesterday was kind of eventful. as you can probably tell by the title it was painful. oh yea it was. i was rear ended on my way home from work yesterday. my truck has minimal to no ( Read more... )

I'm so scared that the way I feel is written all over my face When you walk into the room I want to find a hiding place ( Read more... )

alot has been happening since i made mylast real post. and i dont know where to begin. last week i went to perks coffee house for the cd release that my old high school does every year and it was great night. i listened to some music. saw someold friends. and saw some friends sing some songs. but i got to meet someone that worked there. and that ( Read more... )

thought about posting but changed my mind. its my journal and i can do what i want to and right now i dont feel like making a decent post.

i have started to think about things and realizing how much i miss what used to be and wish it still could be. for instance. i am in denial. i think that there could still be a chance with cinnamon and that we could be rejoined. but i doubt that will ever be able to happen. cause i know cinnamon is happy and enjoying life where i am upset and ( Read more... )

lets see for the past few weeks anyone who had talked to me knows ive been upset and miserable. well none of that has changed!!! woohoo thought i was gonna say i was feeling better didnt ya. well im not. for the most part ive been working like parusual. and thinking about people and how i feel for them and what i could do for them. but enough of ( Read more... )

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Sitting by the garden ( Read more... )

I havent updated in forever and i dont know why. actually i do i just havent felt creatvie enough to write anything. well let me go into what has been happening to me for the past few weeks since my last update. there has been trouble between me and christina but i dont want to elaborate. her and i know what it is and that is enough. hmmm what else ( Read more... )