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lets see for the past few weeks anyone who had talked to me knows ive been upset and miserable. well none of that has changed!!! woohoo thought i was gonna say i was feeling better didnt ya. well im not. for the most part ive been working like parusual. and thinking about people and how i feel for them and what i could do for them. but enough of that boring stuff which doesnt matter anyway cause i have to just live through and deal with it. :(. well saturday night was perty good. i got out of work and went to go buy aprils birthday gift and in the process i was able to see one of my cousins for a few minutes yay for me. well after getting the gift i went home to just realx for a few minutes...hahaha relax. i was home for five minutes before my two compadres in arms arrived. so there went the relaxing that i was looking forward to fora while. we went out to get the vehicles washed cause of all the salt...damn you new england. then dropped off andys vehicle and were on our way to jenns house to meet up with her and april to hang out. we watched tv for alittle bit, had a pillow fight, did some tickling and abusing. then we went to wendys for food! yummy food!!! then we went across the street to stop and shop to get stuff for ice cream....my mommywould be mad at me cause i ate a cherry...actually a couple...but i got their last name...marachino. to anyone who knows that is gonna be the funniest thing in this whole entry. sunday was uneventful for the most part i guess. yes i did get to go see strawberry who i havent seen since graduation so i was all happy and warm inside, but we didnt do to much cause it was sunday and sundays suck. monday april came over for a bit and andy did too...we were cleaning out the shed yay. so we did that. then april left around 730 and me and andy went to pick up erica and went to the galleria where i havent been in ages...since subway actually. tuesday i didnt do a thing..i smoked a couple ofciggarettes and that was it. and today was today...well yesterday too, i got up around ten took a shower and gained clothes for after work. then i went to work and worked from 1 to close. right after work i went to shannons house to pick her up. she was all dolled up and ready to go when i got there and off we went...off to manray, and we had a blast of a time...after i was able to correct myself by missing a turn. but it was good. we had fun and we danced for halfhour, talked for a haldf hour and then danced for the last half hour the club was open...the only down side was someguy get getting into my uncomfortable zone by continually reaching for my crotch and dancing in between me and shannon to do so. not cool in my book. i am hoping to be going again soon. maybe i will in two weeks after my birthdya and just have another night out. who knows i may even go alone and just spend my time by myself. what else is new. thursdya i have work and then friday its going to be me and shannon hanging out again. ok update again within a week...l8