The product manager took me into a dark room, shut the door, and mentioned he saw me on the net today. Said I put him in a difficult position because he is obliged to report it to my boss. I asked him if he would and he didn't give me a straight answer. I don't think he wants to report me, but... I don't know what's going to happen. Considering i' ( Read more... )

Nerves nerves nerves nerves nerves nerves... :(

... she is batshit crazy. Telling me stories about things that happened over 20 years ago like it was just last week. She might have regressed...

It fucking hurts to see her like this.

Picturing it was one thing, but actually seeing it makes me feel like my blood is on fire. Shaking. I'm just gonna go lift weights and hope to simmer down.

Tomorrow should make me feel better. I need to forget the past and look to the future.

I hate my temper.

She's awesome. Bit smitten.

Kaizen Event tomorrow and Thursday. Going to suck balls, but fortunately i'm on holiday for a week after! :) Still 7 days (~2 weeks for me) to take this year, don't know when i'll fit it in.

My Kaizen "invitation" (The word 'invitation' is used here in a similar way to when one is 'invited' to attend a court summons... you can choose not to go, but ( Read more... )

So I get into the office today and instantly notice that our potted trees that we keep by the window have magically shrunk. To put it another way, some bastard has taken a saw and cut them in half!? I think I know exactly who it is, and if i'm right then he's just proven how much of a fucking neurotic bully he is. Bit demoralising... poor Paul's ( Read more... )

Fourteen months... incredible. I expected that after so long without an update this journal would have been deleted. But it's still here, like some old loyal dog.

Quite a bit to catch up on. A summary of the major events:

Single - Kayleigh and I broke up in June. She is now seeing Ross, a mate of mine. When I found out that things had been going on ( Read more... )

Hannah said I should post again, so I am!

What's been going on with me lately... work is shit. I find myself doing lots of paperwork, lots of customer support, a little documentation and NO DEVELOPMENT. When I took the job I was told I would be working "on VoIP" and somewhere along the line I think I assumed that I would have something to do that ( Read more... )

Tired. No urge to sleep, but a need to exhaust my overactive mind until I slip unconcious. More work. More painting. More gaming ( Read more... )