ive decided.. the livejournal sucks.

*bleh*

i think i drank too much last night..

have you ever felt like there has to be more to life then what we see everyday... like your incomplete and it feels like you have to find it to complete your purpose. i mean.. what is the purpose of our existance anyways. there has to be a reason.. right. have you ever wondered about it? hm. i know what you are all probably thinking.. 'damn, what ( Read more... )

I WILL LOVE YOU FOR EVER IF YOU FILL THIS OUT<3333

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» ( Read more... )

lately things have been weird. i havent really been myself. i have something on my mind and its all i can think about. i just kinda block everything else out and go into a trance.. its really weird. i never thought i'd ever feel like this. ive even been having trouble eating, and falling asleep. and my mom wont stop asking me if im sick ( Read more... )

arg. im confused as fuck. i dont know how to think, feel, or react to any thing. i wish i had some answers...

nothing's right. too many things have been thrown at me at once, and i dont like it. its too much to handle. i dont know how to think or feel about any of it. im feeling so many different emotions at once.  i just wanna scream, 'some one HELP!' damn. i wish i had someone who knows how i feel... unfortunatly i dont. oh well.. none ever comments on ( Read more... )

if anyone wants to do something tomorrow, call me. i want to do something. anything. ill find a way. just call. oh, and if you dont have my number, its 407-438-5076.

today.. not allot happened. i almost killed 3 nine year olds. but thats about as eventful as my day got. they maybe savages, but with the right amount of rage, i think i can match up ( Read more... )

alright. im done with all this emo shit. i dont want to have to force myself to be happy, but thats always how it seems. it might take me awhile, and alot of effort, but im gonna do it.. or at least try to do it. shit. this is gonna be hard ( Read more... )

it feels like my heart has been crushed up into a million peices and just blew away in the wind. so if you catch a peice of it.. please tell me, because its going to take a long time to put back together ( Read more... )