Jan 18, 2017 23:36
nothing's right. too many things have been thrown at me at once, and i dont like it. its too much to handle. i dont know how to think or feel about any of it. im feeling so many different emotions at once. i just wanna scream, 'some one HELP!' damn. i wish i had someone who knows how i feel... unfortunatly i dont. oh well.. none ever comments on my journal anymore. you all suck. haha, but not really. like always, it feels like there's an empty space in my heart. like im incomplete. a puzzle that didnt come with all the peices. your determined to find the missing peices, so you look for what seems like a zillion years, then you start to lose all hope. thats when you start feeling like you have nothing left. sorry if that makes no sense at all. im just rambeling. well, thats all for now. dammit, i feel so fucking alone.
excuse the emoness.
i love you!
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