I'm good at pretending...
let's see how long I can pretend.
I'm not sad
I'm not happy
I'm actually nothing
abso-fuckin-lutely nothing...
Boy is gone.
thats ok. we're better friends.
Friends (some) are being wicked lame
what else?
It feels like everythings crashing down
it sucks
again

lyrics?
I think so
there's no other way to express my fuckin crazyness

I cannot ( Read more... )

1. I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

so
lets see
I lived through my first day at the new school.
It was .... pretty good actually.
Met some cool kiddos.
I dunno how I feel about going there yet.
I really thought I'd spend every year of school at AB.
it's weird..
:/

*sigh*
I hate valentines day. Lemmee just say that right now.
It sucks.
end of story.

Kristen and I are going on a cruise in April ( Read more... )

We move for all mankind,
A million miles from everything we've ever known.
We're on their hearts and minds,
A million heads are bowed to bring us safely home.
Hemmed in by emptiness, a million ways that everything could be undone.
This hollow in my chest is filled with reasons not to sing but I found one
I know...

We are not alone,
We feel an unseen ( Read more... )

Post a comment with your name (if you have or don't have a LiveJournal) and I'll tell you my thoughts of you when I first met you compared to the thoughts I have of you now.
You must reply and tell me yours as well.

AHhh
06
fuck 05
it sucked anyway

Bring on the wild and crazy-ness of 06

vacation was pretty good

most of the important things in life happened.

xmas, new years, partying, drinking, friends, goodtimes, food

hahahah

all good.

I want to know your plans
And how involved in them I am
When you leave for good this fall
Will I be forgiven?

And if you want ( Read more... )

tra la la la
snow day friday
yippee
people suck
no yay
my mom caught heather and I smoking
...didn't care
<3
im bored
I miss you
a lot
this is pointless
I can't wait till I see thrice again (if i even get to go)
and P!ATD and TAI to lazy to type that out
I want a digital camera for xmas
maybe I'll get one
I hope so
then
I CAN TAKE DRUNKEN PICTURES
ahahahaha
<3
later
<3
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Haven't felt as depressed as I did this morning in a loooooooooooooonnnggg time. It was scary. I did not enjoy it. So I stayed home from school (again) and slept. So yah...that's about it.
I'm feeling a good amount better though
like anyone reaallly cares
but yah
this entry is lyrics now
cause I miss you when I listen to this band...
<3

Do you ever do ( Read more... )

yah..
I hate life right now
A lot
Remember when life was good?
I do.
Sucks now.
Hardcore balls.

I'm convinced half my friends hate me.
I really really like two people...
....both which I can't have.
One that I shouldn't like...wait, make that two I shouldn't like.

And other things....I dont feel like listing...

you need to be around more to cheer me up, I ( Read more... )

I feel like such a crack whore....minus the crack
it's great.
I got stories ...
kinda...
maybe I'll post a private entry with em later
if not
just IM me
I'm sure I'll tell you.
<3
ps...I love you all