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I'm good at pretending...
let's see how long I can pretend.
I'm not sad
I'm not happy
I'm actually nothing
abso-fuckin-lutely nothing...
Boy is gone.
thats ok. we're better friends.
Friends (some) are being wicked lame
what else?
It feels like everythings crashing down
it sucks
again
lyrics?
I think so
there's no other way to express my fuckin crazyness
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say.
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
just how much this hurts me.
I cannot stay here. I cannot leave.
Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe.
Imagined heart, I disappear.
Seems no one will appear here and make me real.
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(Cuts through my day and sinks in to my dreams.)
You don't care that it haunts me,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
just how much this hurts me...
just how much this hurts me...
just how much you...
~This Time Imperfect by A.F.I
<3
Goodbye
P.S. SUmmer school starts tomorrow.
FUCK