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OhGodOhGodOhGod.

Erich is gonna kill us.

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... Uhm, sorry for leaving really randomly like that yesterday, but... there's... something I should probably tell you.

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............... we should go wash the sheets or something before they get home.

Got woken up to hear the news about New York and all...

... bye, Ris.

I hope that, wherever you are... you're happy now.

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God, why am I awake? Probably can't sleep anyway.

He did it.

We won.

It's over.

... also, it would be really appreciated if someone could help me escort my dearest Tinka to a hospital.

Thank you.

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... God, guys, why can't I detach myself from this frigging controller? But it's just so. damn. addictive. Tinka can vouch for me. Playing as E-102 Gamma is AWESOME.

But I think I might need an intervention soon 'cause uhh... yeeeeah.

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Hey, sis, do you wanna meet again?

I'm definitely having a hard time getting to this whole "lol I'm an uncle" thing. Like, it makes me feel SO much older than I actually am.

It also occurs to me that I stopped numbering my entries ages ago. OH WELL.

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He put. Condoms. Under our pillow.

I.

Just.

Dad. ~_~

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IIIIIIIIIIII.

Have no idea what I'm going to say to my father. ._. "HEY, DAD! I'M THE SON YOU THOUGHT DIDN'T EXIST! &hearts"

God, my life sucks.

New York trip is next week. Tinka and I'll be leaving on the 8th, and will be back in London on the fifteenth.

Guys, do you want me to get you any souvenirs? William's giving me some money for the road, so. :3

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I could've done so much fucking more.

God, why am I so useless? Why did I have to have be so completely useless when it comes to a fucking war? How come I didn't know? How come I didn't get there fast enough?

God.

... I'm scared to think what could've happened if they... died.

I...

I don't want to think about it.