Jul 24, 2006 16:34
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I could've done so much fucking more.
God, why am I so useless? Why did I have to have be so completely useless when it comes to a fucking war? How come I didn't know? How come I didn't get there fast enough?
God.
... I'm scared to think what could've happened if they... died.
I...
I don't want to think about it.