Today has to be the lowest of days that I've had in a long long time. If it weren't for the few sliver of rays of happiness, I don't think I'd be able to even post this entry.

The trend has been downhill for a long time, I pray this is the bottom. Or else I'll need an escape

"The word- which seems almost nothing in comparison to the mighty power of the immeasurable material cosmos, like a fleeting breath against the silent grandeur of the universe- the word is more real and more lasting than the entire material world. The word is the true, dependable reality: the solid ground on which we can stand, which holds firm ( Read more... )

I don't want to miss you anymore. I don't want to worry. I don't want to wander what's happening and I don't want to not be sure anymore ( Read more... )

One of the lightest mornings I've had in the longest time ( Read more... )

I don't want to be alone tonight....

I like to call it autumn, there's so much more depth to it. For some reason, I've always had a strange attraction to this time of year...even if it meant awkward beginnings at school and the start of another year. Maybe it's the fact that it marked the beginning of another year for me ( Read more... )

This has been a crappy week, with an even crappier weekend ( Read more... )

I'm not a good person.

In my life, I've done more harm than good, treated people badly, and just not helped to make this world a better place. In fact, I can honestly say that it's probably worse because of the things I've done and the people I've hurt. Unfortunately, I only have the rest of my life to make it all up.

That's not enough time.

Broken.

Empty.

She broke my heart

she broke my soul