Lollirot006 (10:23:06 AM): lan ( Read more... )

Okai so i havent written in lj in like 3 months. so i'll start from june...
JUNE: I don’t remember much. I graduated from high school!!! That was so cool! My family took me out to eat at “Jazz Kitchen” in down town Disney. Rony came with us, and he kind of ruined things for me. He was mad at me the whole night…because earlier I had told him not ( Read more... )

i've been in and out of the hospital, the doctors say that i have namonia, or something crazy like that! i'm really scared! i feel like i'm dying! and fuck i hate worring my parents! how in gods name did i get fluid in my lungs?? ugh this is so gay. but yea i'm super sick, sucks ( Read more... )

This moring i walk into the office of my work. i'm expecting everything to go as any other saturday-get there guard, get in the pool, teach, take a shower, mom picks me up-but Ron (one of the bellflower bosses) tells me that the pump that circulates the water broke, so no one could get in the water. i was like yesssssssssssssssssss (in my mind), ( Read more... )

today was a total wast of a day! i was supposed to hang out with Antonio, but then early this morning he texts me and tells me that he gonna hang out with his dad. I was pretty bummed about it, but its okay. So then i called Jon to see if he wanted to go out to eat with me. he said no, i found that sorta weird because he had nothing else to do. ( Read more... )

so i'm really in the christmas spirt! major status ( Read more... )

i found something out...and fuck it sucks so much ( Read more... )

well yesterday was tight, i hung out with my best friend jon.
we kicked it at my house.
we passed out candy...and messed around....
my sister and i were scaring the kids....hehehe syit was fun!

i fucking pissed!!
i'm so mad!
grrr
i'm ready to fuck up some bitches!!!

fuck man this weeked sucked so bad!!
it all started monday morning when everything felt so diffrent, so wrong.
then i said no when i was supposed to say yes, estoopid fucking words, they never come out the way i want them to!
i'm so stupid, and theres nothing that i can do about it!
then things with my mom and sister!
man, first of all my sister ( Read more... )

some times i wish that the rest would just leave me alone...cus to tell u the truth, i'm still in love with a punkin! shhhh. thats one of the secrets you dont share, no not even with the one that you had dinner with and felt confortable to be stupid ( Read more... )