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so i'm really in the christmas spirt! major status!!
i went to the mall today with Ivan, we had so much fun!
it was tight!
we ate at cpk. and he was making me laugh the whole day.
oh my gosh i spend so much money!
about 400 bux!
i bought stuff for EVERYONE!
i bought my daddy this shirt from norstrom.
it cost me 120$
for my mom this blue shirt.
it was 50$
and for my doreen. i bought a roxy sweater.
that cost me 50$.
and then for my friends i got shirts and other stuff.
i love giving!
i swaer i didnt buy anything for my self.
(Ivan made sure of that)
but still some thing doesnt feel right,
like some thing is missing,
i dont know what it is,
but its eating me up inside, and i feel fucking depressed,
to the fucking max!
as the "28th" gets closer, i get more and more sad....
i even feel scared!
anyways i gave my mom her gift...and she was like i dont know why u have to buy into this christmas thing, u shouldnt get anyone anything! and that made me feel really bad.
then i gave doreen her gift...actually she didnt even want it, she was like "no, i dont want it...i dont wanna see it....get it away from me" and i was like wtf! so i just gave it to my mom and asked her to please give it to her later. that made me feel bad.
ehn my daddy got home i gave him his gift....he just looked up at me, grabbed it...and told me to go get his clothes that hes gonna wear tomorrow.
i hate the fact that my family isnt all into christmas!
welll thats all folks.
p.s i want tams soooo bad right now!!!
i went to the mall today with Ivan, we had so much fun!
it was tight!
we ate at cpk. and he was making me laugh the whole day.
oh my gosh i spend so much money!
about 400 bux!
i bought stuff for EVERYONE!
i bought my daddy this shirt from norstrom.
it cost me 120$
for my mom this blue shirt.
it was 50$
and for my doreen. i bought a roxy sweater.
that cost me 50$.
and then for my friends i got shirts and other stuff.
i love giving!
i swaer i didnt buy anything for my self.
(Ivan made sure of that)
but still some thing doesnt feel right,
like some thing is missing,
i dont know what it is,
but its eating me up inside, and i feel fucking depressed,
to the fucking max!
as the "28th" gets closer, i get more and more sad....
i even feel scared!
anyways i gave my mom her gift...and she was like i dont know why u have to buy into this christmas thing, u shouldnt get anyone anything! and that made me feel really bad.
then i gave doreen her gift...actually she didnt even want it, she was like "no, i dont want it...i dont wanna see it....get it away from me" and i was like wtf! so i just gave it to my mom and asked her to please give it to her later. that made me feel bad.
ehn my daddy got home i gave him his gift....he just looked up at me, grabbed it...and told me to go get his clothes that hes gonna wear tomorrow.
i hate the fact that my family isnt all into christmas!
welll thats all folks.
p.s i want tams soooo bad right now!!!