There's times when I want something more ( Read more... )

i want to sing
but i want to sing well
i want people to listen to me sing
and want to listen to me
i was just thinking about that.

tonight was amazing ( Read more... )

not that it matters or will even change anything ( Read more... )

damn car police.
at least it is only $25.
i hope they don't tow my car like bob's.
pray for me!

that hurt my feelings!
but i will go on pretending that nothing happened.
and i will hope that someday everything will be different.
but until then, i will still be here, holding your hand.
how many other friends can you say that about?
that's what i thought.

the visible change in you from june to august is incredible ( Read more... )

i think i am starting to understand.
i also think that i don't want to understand.

I am going to DRIVE to cheerleading now.
(in MY car)
i'm a little nervous
but, YAY!!!!!!

oh yea, state was fun!

i'm starting to get really upset
i don't know who to believe
i don't know what to do
i need help
and i'm really not ready for what i think is about to happen.