i made a new friend today.
his name is Austin.
he is a senior, and just moved here from New York.
he seems really nice. i want to be his first friend here.
i can't wait to talk to him more tomorrow.
you would be proud of me!

i hope i'm believing you for the right reasons.
i also hope that i am not disappointed.

thank you to everyone that was honest with me.
it meant a lot to me.
i am so lucky to have friends like you.

state tomorrow!!

i hope that's a lie.
if not, i don't know.
don't sleep.

i believe in you.

sick. again.
i hope i can still go to cedar point.

i want to be perfect for you.
but it seems like i can never do anything right.
thank you for your patience in dealing with me.
i know i will learn, eventually.

i feel so incredibly shitty right now ( Read more... )

waiting...for what, i don't know
but, i'm still waiting.

i hate the way i over analyze everything
but...
are you scared because you think you know what will happen?
or are you just sad?

i am scared. not because i think it will happen...but just because i have no control, & no real way of knowing what you are thinking. shit. i have to stop.

i love my bed
i missed everyone so much
i feel like i missed so much when i was gone

thank you for coming to the airport
it meant so much to me
i love you

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