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I think I've come to a few conclusions about what I'm going to do with my life in the near-ish future. Don't take them for fact though since I might chicken out or change my mind!

● I'm going to get a gym card again. I really need to start moving and get some exercise!
● I'm going to get an internship, for the simple reason to save some a-kassa ( Read more... )

The cat (named Shiva now, even though everyone calls him "little cat" or "little kitty") is not infectious! So hopefully we can treat him with antibiotics and he'll be healthy in no time. :3

It's kind of nice to think about this time last year, and the year before that, and how I'm better now. Things aren't perfect, I still have a lot of issues and bad days and worries, but it feels like I'm at least okay. I'm doing okay, without any medicine to keep me above the surface. And I allowed myself to admit that I had suppressed my grief ( Read more... )

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So two times now I've had these really scary sort of... I don't know, I'm guessing they're dreams that I get right when I fall asleep. Both have followed the same pattern: I open my eyes and something scary is right there in front of me. And then I wake up and my heart is pounding and I'm terrified for a moment ( Read more... )

I hate waking up and not being able to go back to sleep.

So basically I probably fell asleep sometime around... 1AM or so? And woke up at 5AM. I've been awake since, trying to make myself look less depressing, but it's not really working. Today is probably going to suck.

Things I want to start:

- Playing WoW.
- Playing Dragon Age.
- Writing again.

Noooo, my game time for WoW is over again! And... I'm kind of a bit too lazy to get more right now... >.>' Maybe later this weekend.

So I bought a riding goat...


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