So two times now I've had these really scary sort of... I don't know, I'm guessing they're dreams that I get right when I fall asleep. Both have followed the same pattern: I open my eyes and something scary is right there in front of me. And then I wake up and my heart is pounding and I'm terrified for a moment ( Read more... )

I hate waking up and not being able to go back to sleep.

So basically I probably fell asleep sometime around... 1AM or so? And woke up at 5AM. I've been awake since, trying to make myself look less depressing, but it's not really working. Today is probably going to suck.

I hate my job.
I hate my job.
I hate my job.
I hate my job.
I hate my job.
I hate my job.
I hate my job.
I hate my job.

I have absolutely nothing to say today.

Only that I miss being creative. I miss writing stories. I miss drawing. But when I try to do these things, nothing happens. The paper is just left blank. I wonder if I'll ever achieve that long-lost author dream.

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I feel really blank today.

I can't sleep.

Because. I ITCH AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSAAAAAAAAAANE. Gah! D: I scratch and scratch and scratch and it just keeps itching... mostly my scalp, but also my elbow and my back. Maybe it's the new sheets... they were kind of itchy at first, but then I haven't noticed it much other than that I've been more itchy than usual. Maybe I should ( Read more... )

What a day. I just...

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I...don't know.

Ugh.

Weighed myself for the first time in forever this morning and was so shocked by what the scale told me. It said that I had lost over 4 kg! o_o So I got more than a little suspicious (seeing as I have done nothing to lose weight) moved it from the bumpy rug and put it on the wooden floor instead, then weighed myself again. Then its honesty ( Read more... )