So... anth leaves for field school in a week... he's gonna be gone for a little over a month. i've never been apart from my love for longer than 2weeks, sounds fucked up but i really dunno how i'm gonna get through it ( Read more... )

this weekend failed. my mom n anth both made me feel like a huge shit.....i cant even go into details...    i hate my situation and i want to move very far away

Pretty much all during break...when i should be doing work

make it stop.

It's going to happen.
and MANY will be jealous.

Tomorrow tickets go on sale.

Flaming Lips are definitely playing.

oh snap.

ME MONIKA VIP   mary and my mom? they betta get their shit together.

We're renting a conversion van to sleep in but will also bring a tent.

TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWW TICKETTSSSS and lineup, ohhh nooo

telephone pole. lots of snow. downhill round a bend.     i hate my life.

all these entries... and holy shit... i'm depressing.

i was thinking of making a happy journal for when good stuff happens...its so dumb but that shit would never get updated.

things with anth are good.  i fear my shit life will force him away.... i really love him.  knock on wood 

kinda living out of my car.

so some 16 year old girl started shit with me.
she wants on my boy, and then tried to be cool with me all the while telling him she loved him and wanted to fuck him and shit.

needless to say my girls and i took care of this little pest.

I forever Love Hillary and Gabbie.

And i HATE 16 year old girls.

to apply to edinboro for next fall...

parents are getting divorced

so my mom tells me it would be better to go away for awhile...

cool.