fucking shoot me.

winter needs to end.

this court case needs to pass.

i need to feel loved and truly needed...'cause i don't, at all.

I get mad when the day doesn't end fast enough....?

 i wish i had the energy to update this.

but trust me when i say life does, in fact, SUCK.
and that's no lie. no exaggeration.

i'm very lonely.
i'm very cold.
and i'm so confused.

i'm so done.

and it cuts with a knife that was left in the freezer overnight.

i need to stop this moody bullshit...i need to migrate like the birds do.(florida or california)

or hibernate like a bear.(warm and cozy with a tummy full of food, sleeping for what seems like months)

humans are animals too, damnit.
what is our natural response to the cold?   we turn up ( Read more... )

hell hath no fury like my period ( Read more... )

i think i ruin things when i open my big mouth.

:(

and i should probably stop listening to sad songs.

for the past 2ish weeks i've been so happy and really content with life.

I'm getting older, whatever. I feel good, and I like it.

but i feel pretty damn good about things. 

I will be in newyorkcity for the arcade fire and other general awesomeness.... oh yes. eat it.

it would be nice to come home to someone waiting for you...someone who has been thinking about you all day.

instead...I am left alone.

blah blh blah

this sadness bullshit is getting out of hand.