i confess i have not always made the right decision in my life. over all i am a good person. a kind person. a happy person. but sometimes small personal problems which concern only me affect those around me. i know i have made a bad decision somewhere along the way when people get hurt or offended or sad as a result of my actions. lately it seems ( Read more... )

once again, i am drenched in tears. there is NOTHING more i want than to have her here for me to wrap my arms around. its pathetic i just want a hug. i couldn't stop crying and arguing with her because they were the only things keeping her from hanging up. i couldnt even bring myself to tell her how much i love her. i am such a mess. i am sorry for ( Read more... )

-shave in a mowhawk ( Read more... )

every little comment digs away. i am "stupid" and "disappointing." everday i hear it. "don't be stupid", "work harder". failing again and again. i fear all conversation at this point. who now will i upet? where is my home? why is nothing alright? why do i feel like i am missing the big picture? running on empty now, only fury fueling my aimless ( Read more... )

jesus fucking christ! i hate the tears! they always come! what miserable company. companions i neither asked for nor want. its always my fault i get upset, that i cry, that i hurt. i am so selfish, always thinking i am staring in some one else's movie. egotistical fuck up. *thunder cracks*1...2...3...4 *lightening* the thunder storm is finally here ( Read more... )

i have not been back here in a very very long time. idk if i miss it. what should i type? sometimes i enjoy life. other times i hate everything around me. its like at any given moment i could be filled unpredictably with rage, sorrow, malice, lust, happiness, envy... idk what can really trigger the switch in emotions. its not like i even raise my ( Read more... )

Elizabeth Poteet ( Read more... )

This experiment was designed to study workplace inequality created by stereotypes. Stereotypes are instantaneous, often unconscious, judgments made of people based on characteristics of the person (such as race, religion, etc.). Stereotypes are not based on any real facts, these judgments are only assumptions. This is how inequality is created ( Read more... )

i've been searching through all of my music for a song ( Read more... )

get up. face this day ( Read more... )