T minus 7.5 days to the rock. Fuck I have so much work to do.
Cross your fingers for me.

i am so fucking sick of whiny fucking men. Keyword: men (multiple)

...in the land of bier & sausages. Eight years later.
How much has changed. How much hasnt.
Its good to be back at home.
Good to see the sprawling hills & orchards & blooming apple trees. Good to see my grandparents.
How much I missed Germany!
And, I still cant believe Im here.
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Ach, egal! Est ist immer noch toll! =)

Children & I seem to dislike eachother generally. I hate bad parents more. This video made my year. I ♥ it. Voted Best Commercial in Europe 2007

There have been so many different things on my mind lately. Although the holidays are “cheer”-fests it never does seem so in my family [in my life or even in my mind]. The oblivious brain-dead commercialism, consumption, and capitalistic blood-thirstiness of Buy! Sale! Discount! Is utterly tiring. I’m glad it’s over - 364 days & counting ( Read more... )

It’s Christmas Eve. It never does feel right in 80-something-degree weather, the warm Hawaiian sun peaking through the Windward clouds, the palm trees waving lazily in the trade winds, the soft white noise of the fan clicking away. I’m definitely dreaming of a White Christmas.
Thank you, Global Warming.
Thank you, Equator.
… for never being able ( Read more... )

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Watch the GUY
on the right. omfg.

( Tell him )

I'm sick and fucking tired of not doing what I want to do.
I'm sick and fucking tired of him not wanting to take part in what I want to do.
Sure.
Say it's not your fault. But that doesn't change anything. It doesn't change shitThis always happens and he's "never to blame ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to have a heart-attack. I hope my panic attacks aren't coming back. For the last two weeks I've felt my chest as heavy, almost like some invisible entity is putting all of their force and weight upon it - my head is light & dizzy.
I'm beginning to buckle under the stresses of multi-everything:
Multi-tasking school, ( Read more... )