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[livingdeadgyrl]

I feel like I'm going to have a heart-attack. I hope my panic attacks aren't coming back. For the last two weeks I've felt my chest as heavy, almost like some invisible entity is putting all of their force and weight upon it - my head is light & dizzy.
I'm beginning to buckle under the stresses of multi-everything:
Multi-tasking school,

Comments

[jade_faith]

Do you have ANY day of the week where you can just chill out and have time to yourself?

[livingdeadgyrl]

Like a full day? I don't even have half of a day. I will this week only because I asked for it wayyyyy in advance (thank god I need it). But usually my schedule goes something like this:
Monday
No work
But homework & studying until 3pm
Bus
Class at 5:30-9pm

Tuesday
Work from 9-5
Class 5:30-9

Wednesday
No work
Homework & studying until 3pm
Bus
Class 5:30-9

Thursday
Work 9-5
Class 5:30-9

Friday
Homework until 4
Work 5pm-12am

Saturday
work 8:30am-5pm
homework,housework

Sunday
work 8:30am-5pm
finish homework, study, go to sleep early because I'm burnt out.

That's my week. Pretty much EVERY week.
If you can think of something somewhere - that would awesome!

[livingdeadgyrl]

Whoops! Forgot to add that I go to the grocery shopping every saturday also from 5:15-7.

Sooo.. yea.

[jade_faith]

Take those days where you get out class at 9 to take some time for yourself. Tell your bf/husband that you a need at least one day of the week for yourself. Take that time to pamper yourself, read, drink coffee/tea/alcohol, and smoke.

[hide_thedetails]

I know the feeling, except I'm just too "blah" to even try to multi-task anymore. All I do is write. I can't even bring myself to go to class (and I like learning!). I haven't had a panic attack in about two weeks, but I feel one just waiting in my system to come out. Which is sad, because I feel like a ticking time bomb.

Hang in there, buddy. And seriously, if you need someone to talk to, you know I'm all ears.

[livingdeadgyrl]

thank you

Same goes for you.

Are you still in...washington?
How is that going?
How's everything?

OMG!!!

[lady_13]

Hey honey its been a while since I have been on here..you probably don't even remember me. It's Keesha..I just stopped by to ck in and see how you have been and it sounds as if you are kinda in a rut as well.Well hun I hope it gets better for you. And if you happen to remember me then I'll ck on you later!
Keesha

Re: OMG!!!

[livingdeadgyrl]

Holy-fucking-shit!
How the hell are you?
Where the hell did you run off to, anyhow?!

[watchmeburn]

Hope you're okay after that earthquake.

[livingdeadgyrl]

Thank you, hun.
I'm okay - only thing that really sucked was having no power for 15hours. heehe.

[sharaya]

Hey, im just letting you know i added you :)