Well its been a hell of a crazy month heck few months ( Read more... )

THEY SAY PICKING UP THE PIECES IS THE HARDEST PART, BUT I THINK THAT THE HARDEST PART  IS THE NOT KNOWING WHY ALL THE UN ANSWERED QUESTIONS YOU  ARE LEFT WITH... HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME........WHAT KIND OF PERSON DOES THIS TO ANOTHER OF GODS CHILDREN...... HOW DO YOU LIBE WITH YOURSELF HAVING NO REMORSE FOR WHAT YOU ( Read more... )

Denial

Guilt

Ashamed

Fear

Confusion

Uncertainty

Lonely

Longing

Missing

Hoping

Disapointment

Raw

Tears

Dark

Disgust

Fighting

Breathing

Weak

Strength

Hurt

Love

Wondering

Questions

Numb

Upside down

Why Why Why Why Why WHy WHy WHy WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!

My life is all these things now thanks to u. One scattered shattered overlapping puzzle within a puzzle. I can almost see ( Read more... )

I was so blind that I couldn't see what was going on. What was right infront of me happening to me ( Read more... )

Well this is my first entry what can i say it's been crazy. Moving finding storage uhaul pain in the ass fathers, working looser no good worthless exes. So glad to be rid of that one, was no good all the way around. Lucky for me i opened my eyes just in time. Been pretty warm today was hopin it would kool off but no such luck. Definetly not looking ( Read more... )