piece of me
I was so blind that I couldn't see what was going on. What was right infront of me happening to me.
I was changing in ways I never knew. You blew into my life and completely trashed it. I let you trash it.
Being with you was like a rollar coaster from hell. You had me up, down, all around many times dangling
on the ledge. The way you treated me the way i allowed you to treat me is shamefull. I did everything and anything
you wanted. I couldn't see it then, I didn't realize what you were doing to me was wrong and unacceptable.
It shouldn't hurt to be with someone, it shouldnt be painful. If u had really cared you wouldn't of treated me as u did. Done all those awuful, horrible unthinkable things. I am ashamed and feel sic dirty when I think about it. All
I did was care, take care of u be there for you. That was my mistake my stupidness. I was foolish enough to think you could change be diffrent. One of the hardest things now is the not knowing or understanding. YOu were so
sweet, nice and caring in the beginig then u turned into this monster saying hurtful mean things on purpose to cause me pain. One day u will realize how u took advantage of me how horrible u were, but it will be too late. Because i wont be there to pick u up or to put u back together. I deserve better i should have better, i expect better. U might beg, u might promise to change, u might say your sorry, u might miss me and I might miss u, but I wont cant ever take u back. If I did I fear that will be the end of me as I know it. Your loss and foolishness will be anothers gain...........................................
I was changing in ways I never knew. You blew into my life and completely trashed it. I let you trash it.
Being with you was like a rollar coaster from hell. You had me up, down, all around many times dangling
on the ledge. The way you treated me the way i allowed you to treat me is shamefull. I did everything and anything
you wanted. I couldn't see it then, I didn't realize what you were doing to me was wrong and unacceptable.
It shouldn't hurt to be with someone, it shouldnt be painful. If u had really cared you wouldn't of treated me as u did. Done all those awuful, horrible unthinkable things. I am ashamed and feel sic dirty when I think about it. All
I did was care, take care of u be there for you. That was my mistake my stupidness. I was foolish enough to think you could change be diffrent. One of the hardest things now is the not knowing or understanding. YOu were so
sweet, nice and caring in the beginig then u turned into this monster saying hurtful mean things on purpose to cause me pain. One day u will realize how u took advantage of me how horrible u were, but it will be too late. Because i wont be there to pick u up or to put u back together. I deserve better i should have better, i expect better. U might beg, u might promise to change, u might say your sorry, u might miss me and I might miss u, but I wont cant ever take u back. If I did I fear that will be the end of me as I know it. Your loss and foolishness will be anothers gain...........................................