i really don't like alicia. people say this will go away "with time." bull shit. i haven't gotten over it, i won't get over it, and i dont care if you think i'm a "drama-queen." im just so... annoyed with her. she's so false at school, i've seen her act naturally and its not that. and she consiously stays distant to people. i'm just like... so ( Read more... )

Guess what!!!

I LOVE DAN!!!

Hehe my mood is horny.... hehehe....

Another fight with the mother. I don't even know what this one started from. I was at Rose's all weekend, from Saturday morning until today when I came home from school. It was fun being with Rose after not really ebing her friend fo so long. I know I wrote some horrible things about her before... but she's different now. Either that or I've just ( Read more... )

Today was really boring. I had to face 1/2 my teachers without my homework and then go to te doctors. Mrs. Busselle was actually nice and let me e-mail my missing homework. I told her that it was typed up, I just forgot it at home. She belived me. Either that or she didn't feel like arguing. Anyway ( Read more... )

wow. this has been invigorating. let's see, a wrap up of the past like 2 1/2 months... me and my dad are not seeing each other anymore, my mom has decided to let me go to harbor, alicia and i aren't friends, i've cheated on dan, we've gotten back together, i've started cutting worse and more often, oh yea and i had a 2.53 GPA last semester. so my ( Read more... )

i love him. it's so funny, that we're together. i mean we're nothing alike, our friends dislike the other person, and we really have nothing in common. but i love him. We met on the bus. i had seen him a couple times around ya know, but nothing too seriosu to the effect of i knew we would love eachother. but i knew who he was. and i had this ( Read more... )

Hey there wonderful people. I have devistating news. My online journal writing career is coming to an abrubt stop. I figure what's the point? I've printed out EVERY SINGLE entry I ever wrote on this site and on my old one, and put them in a nice little binder. So anyway I am going to keep this site up, I jsut won't update. Sorry.

This weekend was awesome, and I know that I’ve said that only two weeks ago. I absolutely love my life right now. I mean only a year ago tomorrow morning I got my first kiss. Mmm mmm mmm. And on Friday I got to see Johnny, the infamous kisser. OH MY GOD he is pretty!!! Like he has the most chiseled amazing jawbones that I’ve ever seen. Like when I ( Read more... )

It's September 11th ( Read more... )

Today was ok. School was boring, but it was cool was it was a short day. every monday we have all are classes, but they're short periods and so we get out at like 2. alicia and i took the bus down to svms and just hung out for awhile. messing with teachers and terrorizing the youngins. god it made me miss middle school so much! i mean we we're the ( Read more... )