All Tingly and New...
Another fight with the mother. I don't even know what this one started from. I was at Rose's all weekend, from Saturday morning until today when I came home from school. It was fun being with Rose after not really ebing her friend fo so long. I know I wrote some horrible things about her before... but she's different now. Either that or I've just become so much a part of Scotts Valley that I can't even notice anymore. Yea that's a scary thought.
School sucked today. Well not any more than usual at least. we didn't really do anything, except assign a lot of homework for tonight. I have to bake a cake for health and make it healthier. So I'm taking out the egg yolks and such. It's chocolate cake. Should be yummy. I had to have Sean help me at Safeway because I'm really so pathetic that I couldn't find low fat frosting for my cake. Sean picked out the one with the least amount of fat because there were no fat free ones. Smart child this Sean...
It's really weird how like everyday I wake up missing Dan and loving him more. It's never been like this in a relationship. I mean yea I've woken up thinking about someone, but only because I wanted to be with them physically. But now I'm fine with just laying with him at lunch. That really makes me happy. Today I didn't get to be with him at lunch, or kiss him before Spanish, and I was so sad. I was just like, missing him all period. And yes I know this sounds really disgusting again, but I'm not getting bored. Everytime I'm with him it's so much fun. And everything is just exciting and like new. Well not new, but you know that feeling you get when you first start dating someone? Like everything is good? I still get that. After almost 5 months I still get butterflys before a dance with him, and I still am worried that he won't like me or something. Our relationship seems so perfect. It kinda scares me cause I'm worried that if it's perfect now, what's going to happen in 6 months, or 6 years, or something. I mean nothing can stay perfect forver.
Eek I'm gonna go bake my cake, then I'll come back and talk about Dan more. I know you're sitting on the edge of your seat.
School sucked today. Well not any more than usual at least. we didn't really do anything, except assign a lot of homework for tonight. I have to bake a cake for health and make it healthier. So I'm taking out the egg yolks and such. It's chocolate cake. Should be yummy. I had to have Sean help me at Safeway because I'm really so pathetic that I couldn't find low fat frosting for my cake. Sean picked out the one with the least amount of fat because there were no fat free ones. Smart child this Sean...
It's really weird how like everyday I wake up missing Dan and loving him more. It's never been like this in a relationship. I mean yea I've woken up thinking about someone, but only because I wanted to be with them physically. But now I'm fine with just laying with him at lunch. That really makes me happy. Today I didn't get to be with him at lunch, or kiss him before Spanish, and I was so sad. I was just like, missing him all period. And yes I know this sounds really disgusting again, but I'm not getting bored. Everytime I'm with him it's so much fun. And everything is just exciting and like new. Well not new, but you know that feeling you get when you first start dating someone? Like everything is good? I still get that. After almost 5 months I still get butterflys before a dance with him, and I still am worried that he won't like me or something. Our relationship seems so perfect. It kinda scares me cause I'm worried that if it's perfect now, what's going to happen in 6 months, or 6 years, or something. I mean nothing can stay perfect forver.
Eek I'm gonna go bake my cake, then I'll come back and talk about Dan more. I know you're sitting on the edge of your seat.