I might be abandoning Livejournal for Tumblr. I don't know.. kinda sad.
This is not dramatic. But kinda.
I need to get in my snuggie and in my bed.

It is outrageously refreshing to be a completely different person than I was last semester.

I did NOTHING wrong. In fact, I could probably put up a strong argument that I did most everything right, had a great time, and made zero poor life choices. So why do I feel ashamed? Why do I feel like I should feel badly about this ( Read more... )

To quote a very wise mmf..

"When are we going to realize that filling our resumes up won't fill us up?"

When am I going to stop? When is it going to be ENOUGH?

I cannot sleep. My life is just a succession of sleepless nights. Awesome. It's always when I wake up in the middle of the night after a few restless hours that I so wish I was not living in a dorm room ( Read more... )

Even though things are so much better, sometimes they still hurt so so badly that it makes it impossible for me to stop moving, stop working, stop worrying, stop DOING. When I stop, even if just for a little bit, I can't sit still. Why is this still happening? When am I going to just be content? How many jobs do I have to get, how many activities ( Read more... )

I am feeling slightly off balance and it is really freaking me out because that is not a good indicator of how this semester is going to go for me. However, Laura has a theory that it's because we started classes on Tuesday, and that makes a lot of sense, so I'm going to go with that for now. Even though I'm already worrying, I will stress more if ( Read more... )

I can't completely decide if I'm ready to go back to school yet. I've still got another week. I guess I'm excited to start working with all the new organizations I joined this past semester, and I'm definitely excited to start all my classes, I just hope that I'm going to be able to deal with the stresses that I know this semester will bring. I ( Read more... )

It is interesting how my life just took a complete turn. It is all of a sudden out of control wonderful, out of control beautiful, out of control electric. Sometimes you have to lose something to realize how badly you need it. Also, Band Of Horses made my year.

You're at work, but I want you to text me back. I miss you.

'Cause this life is a beautiful one,
and though I've seen it coming undone
I know most definitely
that it's gonna be you, and it's gonna be me.

I'm smilin' now
just because

love, love, love

It is SO IMPOSSIBLE to lead a shift at the world's easiest job when everyone you work with is so lazy they're almost moving backwards. Vomit. I'm already over it.