getting a new lj whenever shannen can help me make it cooperate.

headabeada.

it's gonna be friends only, so comment, and i'll add you.

movies with grandma. long, late-night talks with shannen. lauren & ric. cassadega. daytona. ihop. time with family. kfc. -- my last few days summed up ( Read more... )

he buys HER things.

i guess i just wasn't special.

don't take this as me being all depressed, because i'm not, things are good. it pisses me off this is the only thing that gets to me lately though.

i've officially determined that i'm a sucker for jerks. i mean, you'd think it would be a sweettalker, but nope. whenever a guy is rude to me, i'm like ohbabyohbaby. weird.

stuff is good. i love laying in bed, a lot. i'm excited about, a lot: friday w/ ryan, cruise NEXT FREAKING WEEK, and then going to MN right after i get back.

buttttt, can they just fall off the face of the earth? that would be nice. ok? thanks!

k so i hate him. his name irks me.

i love laying in bed all day. i love sonic's tots. i have to admit that i got excited by the real world episode. date my mom & room raiders make me laugh. i've become addicted to hershey's bars with almonds. hitch was an incredibly cute movie. i think "he's just not that into you" has become my bible. it's good for me in any situation, and reading ( Read more... )

things i love about summer:

not having to do anything i dont want to do.
laying in bed almost all day.
staying up late.
sleeping in late.
eating whatever i want.
swimming.
tanning.
ice cream.
time with friends.
girl time.
watching movies.
talking to shannen for hours on end & cracking up about everything.

a few things are really getting to me lately.

good thing i have sonic & good friends & incredible family & chick flicks to make up for it.

i set myself up for disappointment, and that sucks. i knew i set my hopes too high, just like i always do. i don't really know what to do anymore. this is the first time in my life that i don't know how to change myself to make things better, or what to do at all. and i hate that. i hate not knowing something more than anything else. i'm so ( Read more... )