Ya well i havent done this in along time i thought i would up date this.YA i gave blood on tuesday and my arm hurts and i have a bruise. so ya I LOVE RYAN!!! he is so cute(thats what i think and no one can change my mind)Ya he went to B.C this weekend left early on friday and doesnt get back till sunday sometime. but i am so tired and miss ryan so ( Read more... )

Why are kids at my school so immature??? Thats whats has been on my mind the most since Weds. B/c at school Ryan's car had snow balls thrown at by a bunch of immature guys like Golderman. and Ryan says he never did anything to anyone so thats then yesterday it happened again and he parked around the corner. so and now Ryan feels like i am ignoring ( Read more... )

well it Ryans birthday... it was good i think. i was invited to the going out for supper and ya i feel full really full but i liked it... but ya i have nothing really to say so..
~kiss kiss~ Kita

Ya i am gonna miss Ryan. He is going out to the lake today and he wont be back till tomarrow nightish. Meh I may get over it maybe not who knows. But ya the other day I found out that in grade 4 Ryan and Claires Boyfriend Ben go in to a fight and the funny thing about that is on thursday me and Claire were talking and i said that me and Ryan and ( Read more... )

Meh i thought i would write in this today. Yesterday was really boring i had nothing to do up to 7:30pm then ryan came over but he was really tired he had to work all afternoon and then he had to work only for this morning hopefully~crosses fingures~ and ya.... i am gonna go b/c i have to go and get ready for the day and i am hopefully going to ( Read more... )

right i thought i would a quick entry today before i forget what i am gonna say. but ya he said it again and i am soooo happy everytime he tells me that i get all duh... but ya it makes me rethink the times that i want to kill myself because there are people that really do care about me like him and my closest friends. but ya right now Manda is ( Read more... )

i just thought i would another entry... ya i had another time that i wanted to kill myself (if any one reads this dont tell no one) it was the night before my math final and my mom was yelling at me to pass my classes and it had to live up to my moms standards really hard. she started blameing ryan for why i was failing and truefully it was so not ( Read more... )

I am feeling very needy. I want my boy friend but he is at work and I need to pass all my finals but ya lets hope I do. B/c if I do pass them I get an extended curfew and $10 for walking my sister to school ^_^. And ya the extended curfew is good b/c Ryan can stay over t\for an half an hour longer may not seem that long but it is long b/c I love ( Read more... )

i thought i would write a short entry so ya 4 months today me and ryan go us. and my hand smells really good like like ryan ~drouls~ but ya i thought i would write that starting tomarrow i will be writing on how i feel woooo.... ya
~kiss kiss~ Kita

I thought i would write my first entry today and i will try to update regulary but ya tomarrow will be 4 months with my current boyfriend Ryan and ya i really dont know if he knows that tomarrow is that but meh no biggy but it will matter when it is the one year mark(if we can make it that far). but ya ummmm ya lately i have been feeling a little ( Read more... )