Why

[little_lost]

Why are kids at my school so immature??? Thats whats has been on my mind the most since Weds. B/c at school Ryan's car had snow balls thrown at by a bunch of immature guys like Golderman. and Ryan says he never did anything to anyone so thats then yesterday it happened again and he parked around the corner. so and now Ryan feels like i am ignoring him b/c he thinks i plan stuff on the weekends he is home and not at the lake b/c toady i am going to a dress maker and then later claire and me are going Job searching again and tomorrow i am going to PA for the day and i feel ignored by 2 closest friends at school(Kristen and Claire) b/c everytime i go to talk to them they ignore me and blow me off the only days i get to talk to claie is the days Kristen is at on of her meetings so ya...and hurts a lot and i feel like crying. but all i can do is cry inside and no one stop the crying even my boyfriend and all the time i spend with him. and if it is b/c of ryan then i am fucked b/c he feels ignored and tall him 'i am sorry i cant do anything with you for a while b/c my friends hate the idea that i spend more time with you instead of them'nut i am sorry but i cant b/c now i think we are hitting our rough patch and i am worried that i am going to lose him and i cant bare the thought of that so ya.here i sit crying and sreaming inside and no one can help me so please someone anyone tell me why this is happening why are my friends ignoring me??
~kiss kiss~
Kita