LUISA CELIS.     IM ON MUSHROOMS RIGHT NOW. AND SOMEONE IS HERE NAMED YORACO AND THEY KNOW YOU.  AND I TOLD THEM THAT I KNOW YOU FROM THE COMPUTER, IM FREAKING OUTTTTTTT ( Read more... )

i dont appreciate people reading my journal from school, first of all cuz they arent on my friends list
second of all because i use this to channel my feelings about my eating disorder

so if you fucking got in my journal by getting my password
thats fucked up

i must stop these habits. its the only thing stopping me from losing this weight...Jam???Ketchup??? I mean, the ketchup thing is pretty bad. I just wanna keep going on this liquid thing though. things i must do and change in order to lose this weight ( Read more... )

Finally.

hey everyone

woah.

hi.

( i want these )

blah. i dont even know anymore. one day ill be in a fine mood, the next ill be in a horrible mood. today was an eh day. some things i just dont understand. am i that bad to hang out with? i mean...this isnt directed to any one person, so dont read this and then flip shit in comments. im just venting here. i feel that my "friends" do so much, and ( Read more... )

i wake up today, having no sleep and feeling like complete shit. i hate everything about my life. and im not just saying this to say oh poor me. nothng is changing around here and everyone expects ME to change. im sick of everything being about them. i miss my dad and the way we used to have a relationship. ive done and said so many hurtful ( Read more... )

well, its 2005.  my new years wasnt that bad. i went to lizzs and hung out with her meliss dan tyler and andrew. twas a good old time. after that i went to melissas and around 1 30 kier and jenny came there and we walked to kiers. thats where i slept. we watched napolean dynamite. i love those fuckers.i dont really know what my new years ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. we went bowling, kiers dad dropped off jenny sam lauren and sarah at station and me and kier went to kiers. we called leah and neil and we rented anchorman and watched it. then naround 12 neil drove me home. it was a good time. :)

and of course, i took pictures<3   ( ............... )