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i wake up today, having no sleep and feeling like complete shit. i hate everything about my life. and im not just saying this to say oh poor me. nothng is changing around here and everyone expects ME to change. im sick of everything being about them. i miss my dad and the way we used to have a relationship. ive done and said so many hurtful things. i cant stop crying. my mom is a bitch. i hate my stepdad. i just cant take any of this anymore. i dont know what to do. things need to change. im not going through another year around this life destroying atmosphere. i cant handle this.