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Draeneiské dobrodružství
Lithin seděla ve staré zaplivané hospodě, která byla naprosto prázdná až na vousatého trpaslíka, evidentně místního čišníka, jehož vousy sahaly až na podlahu ( Read more... ) -
BMWC 15
Strange thing that BMWC was not THE event of the year anymore. I found myself this time just sitting outside, at night looking to the stars, during days smoking so much my lungs are in pain. The mixture of things that didn't actually happen and mixture of my confused feelings seem unusual ( Read more... ) -
Flying high
Too bad no pain-killers can kill what I feel. Emotions are the most interesting thing of my inner self till the very time they get way too complicated. No whining, don't understand it wrong, I'm just trying to get the pressure out of me in any possible manner ( Read more... ) -
Family Talk
Why do I have depressions? Because my father is a looser. It tends to be the way that when you realize where the roots of your problem are, you can find the way out of it. Not in this case. Can't actually explain why ( Read more... ) -
make a wish...
Sometimes I wish my classmates would disappear and I'd stay in school just with teachers. Ain't that strange? I just can't bare them from time to time - silliness or arrogance. Sometimes even mixed up together!
That is *not* normal! Or maybe it's way too normal? Can't say. -
I made it!
After months of plans I finally made a new journal ma_poesie which is to contain all my better poetry. It's only in Czech as I write mostly in that language - the poems I write in English are not covered in "better poetry ( Read more... ) -
Words
My Czech teacher gave me back my composition today. It was a simple, way too short story about... teachers. (How creative.) Guess what. He told me he really liked it and that I should go on with writing. Incredible. Straight after that I wrote a poem. I'm so full of words I could write from now on forever if I was that brave. -
caught in a spider web
After a few days I spent out of Prague, soaking up that great caring love of my parents, I read LJs of all my friends and got totally stunned. Most of the entries are full of very precious emotions - love, fear, stress, relief. Incredible. In the wonderful way.
I just wonder weather it's brought about by my sudden sensitivity or by yours. :)) -
Short Afternoon LJ Poem
After being disgusted by local school system
... playing truant
... smoking cigarette
... realizing I haven't had taken my contraception pills for more than two days
... having refreshing bath
... playing harp for an hour
- am ready to exercise yoga.
And all that took place before this day was just an essential preparation. -
BMWC 14
Back from five-day BMWC. Drank not much but smoked 3.5 packets of cigarettes, phew. What a demanding event BMWC always is in this sense :)) My lungs are now near death but my soul is relieved and somewhat cleansed ( Read more... )