bartender, another, and make it a double

[lissie_pissie]

I'll be honest. I don't normally feel too bad about myself. I like who I am and I like most of the decisions I make, but right now I feel like absolute shit and I hate myself and it's like an even bigger blow because I DON'T normally feel this way. So I quite literally don't even know how to deal. I'm not used to it and it sucks

Comments

[medland]

♥

Can you undo some of the bad choices you feel you made? Fix them somehow?

[lissie_pissie]

I don't know. :( I want to say yes but I don't know if that's true. I mean, I'm okay, it's just really weird and I don't know what I'm supposed to be feeling right now, there's just too much in my head about it.

[medland]

You know where I am if you need to talk if you think I can be of any help. Sometimes just telling someone else helps put things into perspective. Love you x 1013.

[damelola]

"The choice may have been mistaken, the choosing was not" - Sondheim gives me that as my personal motto or whatever. Decisions get made, they don't necessarily make you a bad person. I like to think it's more about how you deal with the consequences. x

[lisa_grey]

What happened,bb?♥

[wanderlonely]

::bears hugs::

[century_fox]

I'm sorry you feel bad about some of the choices you've made lately. *hug* Is there anything you can do to fix them, or at least do something to make things better? If you need anything or anyone, we're all here for you. ♥

I'm glad you had fun doing karaoke (especially Sweet Child ajsdlkajdlksas ♥) and drinking with Tony. :D

And ugh, what an awful dream. :( Having dreams like that sucks so bad...because even though sometimes there's an overwhelming feeling of relief that it isn't real when you wake up from a bad dream, other times you just can't shake that bad feeling off because it FELT so real.

I hope you feel better soon. *hug*