bartender, another, and make it a double

[lissie_pissie]

I'll be honest. I don't normally feel too bad about myself. I like who I am and I like most of the decisions I make, but right now I feel like absolute shit and I hate myself and it's like an even bigger blow because I DON'T normally feel this way. So I quite literally don't even know how to deal. I'm not used to it and it sucks

Comments

[the_vintage]

I'm sorry you're feeling so down lately, hun. *hugs* I usually like to think that bad decisions lead to better ones, if that makes any sense / helps.
Karaoke-ing to Sweet Child sounds so fun!

I loved how much Mia was smiling up there - she was so cute! Especially with the pose at the end.

[london_fan]

Since this is rather cryptic, I can only guess what decisions you are doubting yourself about and chances are, I'm way off. Still I feel like some pieces are falling into place, because I noticed an increased level of "defensiveness" in your posts recently. It looks like you feel the need to explain and defend some decisions and actions, even if nobody challenged you to do so. I couldn't put my finger on it, but it sometimes felt like you were trying to convince yourself more so than your readers.

I wish I could do or say something to make you feel better, just know that I'm there to listen if you need an ear. ♥

[eglvm]

"THE ITCH"! OMFG!!!

I was so stoked when they all got up there in their top-hats! Tyce looked so THERE. Right where he was meant to be and Mia looked so ecstatic.
OMG! I literally stood up and clapped my ass off when he said his friend he did the breast cancer piece for is now cancer free! I couldn't believe it. It must have been all the good thoughts sent to her after seeing that dance.

Drunk at McDicks again. Hahaha! I have to go kareoke(ing) when I'm old enough to drink. ;D
OMG scary dream. You're going to be one of those people who never drive because they're afraid of getting a ticket. Like Alfred Hitchcock! LOL

[iwant_sprinkles]

I'm going to keep saying this - you shouldn't feel this way.

♥ ♥ ♥

[omniacausafiunt]

if you think what i think you think then just DON'T