"Are we losing control?" | "Yes," under my breath, but I kept going.

[lissie_pissie]

★ If you don't care and/or are short on time, I give you the abridged version. It is basically the gist.

Abridged Version→ I had a beautiful day. I learned how to DJ, I picked it up so quickly, and I am so completely confident that if I needed to play a set while he ran off and did something, I could. I had a fucking BLAST

Comments

[london_fan]

Lol! Great concept with both versions, although I'm sure I'll always read the unabridged version anyway, so the abridged version is more like a teaser... ;)

I understand your dilemma, I really do. He sounds so perfect on many levels. For someone who loves music, dancing and art in general as much as you do, he seems to be perfect. I think the fact that you actually enjoy cuddling with him means a lot. that detail about the dent in his chest as the perfect place for your hand is so lovely.
I don't know if there's a right or wrong decision what to do, but I hope that it will work itself out like most of the really important things in your life did so far. ♥

[idoltina]

LMAO I LOVE THE "SPOILERS" DISCUSSION.

AND YOU'VE NEVER SEEN AMERICAN BEAUTY? NEITHER HAVE I. BUT PAULA CHOREOGRAPHED IT. SO WE MUST WATCH IT. ASAP.

And his intuition freaks me out.

[eglvm]

I totally understand how you feel about not wanting to get fucked up because you're not sure you're ready. But, have you told him this? Because I think you should. He just seems so god damn perfect. Seriously, it sounds like a movie, not real life. I don't think you should let him slip away but you shouldn't get into a relationship if you're not ready. I really think you should tell him how you're feeling even if you feel you can't describe it right now. Hell, if he's this perfect so far, i dare say he'll understand and be able to discuss it with you.
Good luck, babe. And don't feel bad. I'd say you're damn lucky to have had a date like that. Any day. Any life. Hope it works out. *hugs*