I just don't know what to do anymore...there's nothing I can do but drink and smoke pot to numb the pain...I just want to kill someone, punch a wall do whatever it takes to get my mind off of this shit that's going on I just need something more to numb the pain...I wish I could kill myself unfortunately I would hurt just my parents and they don't ( Read more... )

I have a lot to say but I am home for a bit and I have to eat,I was in the hospital for a while because I had to get surgery anyways I am fine now. It hurts form time to time but I'm pretty much ignoring it. Anyways I will upodate more later but I work now at DOMNIO'S it's so fun I actually like working there and I am so far failing school but I ( Read more... )

I went to Pride on Sunday with my girlfriend and her brother, her mom, and some of our friends. It was our one month on Sunday. I had a great time till some unwanted guests showed up at her house. Kind of sucks when you want the house semi to yourself and people just show up. Well we had to make dinner for them so we made dinner for them and then ( Read more... )

So small update ( Read more... )

Here's an update for the last week. If I can even remember it ( Read more... )

I haven't really figured out what I am going to say on here I have so many things going through my head right now it's kind of driving me insane. There is one person that doesn't seem to want to give up on getting me back but I what I get out of it is a lot of bad choices she made and giving me guilt trips about it and I'm pretty she called me ( Read more... )

I'll just sum it up ( Read more... )

So Everything is officaily my favourite song on this planet. I mind as well start off with ahappy moment mind you I am actually in a half decent good mood. A little upset but a little giddy just knowing something ( Read more... )

So I almost forgot I had livejournal, I haven't updated for a while. I had the best day ever!!! Well I had the best weekend except for some parts. I had a lot of fun today though. I woke up at my sister's place we sun tanned for a bit and then we hung out with her boyfriend and a friend and then we went down to my house and then played some pool ( Read more... )

So...someone doesn't care like usual and I can't sleep once again. This weekend was alright got shittered, punched a guy in the face, drank more, talked, Mcdonalds' on Friday night. Saturday scrubbed my kitched floor on my hands and knees and vacuumed and did laundry and dishes and cleaned up after my family, watched a couple movies with my folks ( Read more... )