6 months ago these little guys were born

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Tonight i got home from work at 7 sparky was just lying there my mom said he has't moved since i left. i looked at him he looked empty. there was nothing left. i laid there next to him as he took deep breaths he could barely move. his breathing was heavy his eyes were empty and his skin was purplish it was the worst feeling to look at a dog that ( Read more... )

work was weirdddd today ( Read more... )

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i wish i had more of a life. i wish i had more than just sitting here my heart is empty.

i hate feeling like everyone around me has their lives together and i'm still sitting around figuring myself out. i'm really unsure yet i have it figured out for the most part but its scary to say "i'm going to do this for the rest of my life" i know picking out my career isn't permanent but its a pretty good way to waste my time if i finally do ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since i wrote in here and i'm not sure why i'm going to ( Read more... )

summer is almost here and im excited ( Read more... )

i love my boyfriend more than anything the end.

I guess I just don't understand it. I'm bitter right now. I'm upset and it finally caught up to me. I try not to cry but the more I hold it back the worse its going to come out later. I can't get the picture of her out of my head. I can't stop thinking about seeing my dad cry. I can't forget the feeling i got when my brother came to the hospital. I ( Read more... )