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Wow I haven't updated in a while
Things are doing better. Our financial situation has improved. I have an internship over the summer. I'm most likely going to live in Charlotte, North Carolina for two and a half months or so. I'm just waiting to hear back from the professor in charge of the project. I'm still on zoloft and still in counseling. Both have been a tremendous help. I'm ( Read more... ) -
R.I.P. Grandma
Ruth Mary Gallam DeChant
Born December 26th 1920
Died October 13th 2006
You'll be sorely Missed Grandma, I love you. -
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Grandma's not doing well at all so my mom and my aunt are flying out to OH tonight to hopefully go and see her one last time before she dies. I'm completely utterly and beyond miserable both because of Grandma dieing and because of other things. I've been searching for work for weeks now and havent gotten anything. If I dont find something soon I'm ( Read more... ) -
Grandma's going to die
Grandma decided yesterday she no longer wants to be on dialysis, she's pretty much decided she doesnt want to live anymore. All the family out in Ohio are having a family meeting today to discuss just how long she has left now and other stuff. If I remember correctly it could be anyplace from a few days to 2 maybe 3 weeks. I just cant believe she's ( Read more... ) -
Misery
I am so sick and tired of feeling like this. This black ball of self hatred in my gut.. the overall anxiety and pain I've been going through.. it only seems to get worse as time goes on. I made a major accomplishment (or what I would normally view as being a major accomplishment) earlier this week and I didnt even feel happy about it. I've been ( Read more... ) -
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On a personal note I'm really saddened by this and if I ever find out which band did this i will be sending them a very angry letter for potentially ruining the one bright spot I had in whats been the crappiest summer of my life -
Self-Loathing
Been feeling kinda guilty tonight about various things. For one I feel absolutely awful that I havent been able to go out and hand out flyers for the AbSynthe concert thats coming up. Granted with all the shit thats happened this summer I havent had much time/sanity for it but still. I wish I couldve gotten out to do some promoting. The show is ( Read more... ) -
umm ok...
Sarah and Annie are suddenly talking again. What the hell just happened? lol -
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Dad got home a few days ago, and now hes already back in the hospital. This is the 4th time this summer now. He went to stand up his face turned beet red, he said he was short of breathe. He was about to head to the hospital anyways because he needed to get bloodwork done. We called an ambulance just to be on the safe side. He's been admitted ( Read more... )