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Grandma's not doing well at all so my mom and my aunt are flying out to OH tonight to hopefully go and see her one last time before she dies. I'm completely utterly and beyond miserable both because of Grandma dieing and because of other things. I've been searching for work for weeks now and havent gotten anything. If I dont find something soon I'm afraid I'm going to completely lose my mind. I just dont know what to do anymore. I'm mentally, physically, emotionally, spirtually, and financially drained. Half the time I just feel like crying. The other half of the time I feel kinda numb. *Sighs* I just want things to get better, is that so much to ask?