It's been a while since I've been home. It turned that after my last entry, I was asked by Gwendal to do a boarder check. I headed out with a handful of men that night. Yozak was not one of those men, unfortunately, so I haven't had a chance to talk after our latest meeting. I hope he's not mad at me for standing him up-I had little time to ( Read more... )

I've finally talked to Yozak about...our situation. I want to try and have a serious relationship with him...but I can't tell what he thinks about the idea. He said he's not very good with words, and although I am not either, I did try. He is forever trying to make light of the situation and joke around...which makes me come to the conclusion ( Read more... )

Things have been very quiet lately, which I believe is a good thing. I haven't heard from Wolfram as of late, but I hope the curry recipe worked out for him ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately, not that that's anything new though. But, the fact is that I'm still dwelling on what perspired between Yozak and me the other night. I haven't spoken to him since-there really has been a lot of work to do lately-but...Casting aside the ups and downs we had that day...Something special came out of it, right...? I ( Read more... )

I had a talk with Wolfram again last night...and it really got me thinking. About my life and where I'm going in it.

Expecially when he asked if I was sleeping with Yozak. I can't get that thought out of my head now. Am I crazy? He's my best friend. I really like just...hanging out with him. Even drinking that horribly nasty cheap booze. ( Read more... )

Ta-da~