Some serious internal debating
I've finally talked to Yozak about...our situation. I want to try and have a serious relationship with him...but I can't tell what he thinks about the idea. He said he's not very good with words, and although I am not either, I did try. He is forever trying to make light of the situation and joke around...which makes me come to the conclusion that he does not want to have a real relationship with me.
...but, than he'll kiss me, and I swear I have never had such a powerful kiss in my life. It's not even comparable to the other's I've received. It makes me believe he might feel something toward me like I do to him.
I'm utterly confused. We're supposed to talk later...well...I'd like to talk, but I'm sure Yozak would rather joke around or... kiss me some more. Julia, please help me...
...but, than he'll kiss me, and I swear I have never had such a powerful kiss in my life. It's not even comparable to the other's I've received. It makes me believe he might feel something toward me like I do to him.
I'm utterly confused. We're supposed to talk later...well...I'd like to talk, but I'm sure Yozak would rather joke around or... kiss me some more. Julia, please help me...