i quit nursing school...

whatever...

So... I finally gave in and called my dad. I felt good I did cuz I told him how I really felt. He said sorry and I sould have called him sooner... Ya right!

I cant help but feel this hole in my heart that I cant get rid of. My did did not call me for my brithday clear back in June. I have not talked to him in 3 monthes. He has no clue I was in BHC, he has no clue I was in college hospital and no clue I broke my leg. He has no clue what h\this does to me. I hate the bastard for what the put us ( Read more... )

 Well, I have been not so busy lately and have not written.  I miss work and I miss friends and I miss my ambulance.  I will be back in a couple of monthes, but why did I have to be so fucking stupid???

I don't understand...

Well, I have not written in a while, but since I'm home, I decided to. The past two days I have been home with the flu. I woke up this morning feeling pretty good, than I got sick again. I hope I can get better so I can work tomorrow, since I went home early on wednesday. More to come...

Update for y'all from Texas ( Read more... )

well, it has been a long time since I have posted ( Read more... )

I, along with Ronny, my mom, and Randy got into a searous accident yesterday. We were driving up to the school after the football game for the end of the season celebration, when all of a sudden a drunk driver came out of no where and rear-ended us in an F-150. After he hit us, he took off. Being the way I am and driving, I followed him running ( Read more... )

well, I have been putting of my journal lately, so I thought I would give an update ( Read more... )

Well, today I found out what is wrong with my abdomin. Come to find out I have kind of a searous disease called Crohn's Disease. Discoveryhealth.com discribes it as "The causes of Crohn's disease are not completely understood. The disease appears to occur because bacteria that normally inhabit the bowel gain entry to the tissues inside the bowel ( Read more... )