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well, I have been putting of my journal lately, so I thought I would give an update.
My meds have been working great until last night...
I wanted to come up and see you, Kira, but my mom was not letting me go. I sunddenly got this real bad feeling and I was wanting to cut myself, to release some emotions. Instead, my mom drugged me with benydril and talked me through it. I really wanted to go to the hospital cuz I was scaring the shit out of myself. I had never felt that way before. I had never been that close. I finally knocked out and woke up feeling so-so. I am doing this workbook right now called "Feeling Good Workbook" by Dr Burns. It really seems to be helping.
I got a married man chasing after me at work, I am confused about a girl at work, I love ronny.
I just need to scream...
My meds have been working great until last night...
I wanted to come up and see you, Kira, but my mom was not letting me go. I sunddenly got this real bad feeling and I was wanting to cut myself, to release some emotions. Instead, my mom drugged me with benydril and talked me through it. I really wanted to go to the hospital cuz I was scaring the shit out of myself. I had never felt that way before. I had never been that close. I finally knocked out and woke up feeling so-so. I am doing this workbook right now called "Feeling Good Workbook" by Dr Burns. It really seems to be helping.
I got a married man chasing after me at work, I am confused about a girl at work, I love ronny.
I just need to scream...