THIS IS TO EVEYONE THAT FEELS SAD, LONLEY, CONFUSED AND HURT, AN WHAT EVER OTHER FEELINGS YOU MAY FEEL ( Read more... )

Wow so last night I had a melt down yeah it was bad... Had to call Steve and push my whole pride issue aside for like an hour or so and we talked things over, and ive come to the conclusion im too pridful and never want to ask for help because of my being to pridful lol so pretty much the whole reason im miserable is because I wont ask for help , ( Read more... )

Well, hmm its been a while since ive written in here... hmm where do I start ( Read more... )

well, last night shannon called and we talked forever and I told her everything that I was feeling, about boys , life , mean friends, everything hehe and she helped me through it. Im sooo excited becuase she feels the same way kinda when it comes to like not really having anyone excpet Robert, anywho she gave me some comfort WOW what I've been ( Read more... )

God life gets so hard sometimes. People change, You change, and not always are they for the good ( Read more... )

.......... SO YEAH ABBY GETS OFF WORK AT THREE O'CLOCK TODAY....... AND THEN HOPFULLY WE'RE GETTING THE YG TOGETHER FOR A LIL OUTTING TO THE BOWLING ALLY! WOOHOOOO IM EXCITED EVEN THOUGH I CANT BOWL...... YEAH I KNOW I KNOW, ANYWAYS SO YEAH THATS ABOUT IT ( Read more... )

WELP TODAY I WOKE UP AND DID HOMEWORK , LAUNDRY AND SUCH THEN STEVE CALLED AND ASK ME IF I WNATED TO GO TO EAT AND TALK SO I WENT TO SCHELOSKYES*(WOW SPELLED THAT WRONG). THEN AFTER THAT I CAME HOME AND CLEANED FOR A BIT, THEN I GOT DRESSED AN WENT TO CHURCH, AND THEN AFTER THAT JESSI AND JON AND JOWEE AND SO ON WENT TO PENN STATION TO EAT... THATS ( Read more... )

Yeah! thats what i thought see they know im still innocent, look at Jowee's! hes playboy bunny dude!An lil Miss Ashley uh huh im INNOCENT! booyeah! hahah j/k i love you jowee , and whats with the mmmm chilli??

Well, today I got all my homework done, being alone all day it really pays off, lol... Then when i went to turn my books in at the office today , I came home and to my surprise on my cell there was a number i didnt recognize.. so then rounf 3 or so the phone rand... it was Michael.... yeah.... he asked me how i was doing and was talking to ( Read more... )

Everytime something good happeneds, i always screw it up! Michael was the best thing happened to me, and i screwed it up. He was the only person I could trust, and tell everything to. An them i dunno what happened, but he stopped talking to me...and seeing me... i just wanna know why, was there another girl, you fell "outta love", what in God's ( Read more... )