I've been in sort of a weird mood lately ( Read more... )

SO i think work has finally made its way into my blood stream ( Read more... )

its becoming so frustrating and over whelming ( Read more... )

i'm up i'm down.
I'm spinning round and round.
I can't seem to think straight.

i dunno...

i'm in a weird place right now.

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So i'm depressed. what else is new? god i sound so lame. i'm tired of being here. i want to leave but i know i can't yet [money] and its just upsetting. I need to get away ( Read more... )

I want to sleep the eternal sleep.
Have you come and stand above me.
Floating. Flying. Free.
Hold my hand.
And I'll take you with me.
Tell me why you cry.
I'll show you how to die.
If I don't wake.
Then this is goodbye.

Are you trying to speak
or beginning to leak?
Are you trying to leak
but beginning to speak?

The tears they start to flood my eyes
Things I ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is finally taking a turn toward the better ( Read more... )

I've tried to move on
Maybe you're the one
I miss your beauty and grace
Your golden hair and smiling face
The nights we'd drive for hours
And when you showed up with flowers
But when the walls came down
They crumbled to the ground
I tried but couldn't stop them
They took with them a gem
I search for the shine
I'm no longer so fine.

The lights cut out
It's what I'm talking about
The sound goes dead
It's like the end
The heart goes fast
A memory of the past
When the air stops
The body flops.

I reach I grab I search
I have no idea what I'm worth
I'm going through a rough state
I can't believe what I just ate
I twist I turn I hurt
I'd much rather die
I slowly close my eyes
And secretly dream of ( Read more... )

Last night I heard an owl
    and thought of you.
Decided to get my car
    and go to you.
Pondered for a while what
    to say to you.
I dreamt about you smile
    and flew with you.
We went to the big city
    and smoked a cig.
We walked down a busy street
    and rode with death.
You laughed and I held your hand
    while sipping tea.
Soon it ( Read more... )