and i have to go to dance and work. BLECK ( Read more... )

so...i'm not gonna lie. things have not been better. they haven't been worse. they've stayed in the shitty middle spot for quite some time. i'm too scared to say anything. i know, pathetic, but i really am. i always said people change, life goes on blah blah but i never actually thought things would change so drastically for me. i'm doing things i ( Read more... )

i'm losing it again and i'm falling apart ( Read more... )

like she said, it's everyones turn to butt out of this.
and we can and we will handle it.
i'm going to change, bc apparently ppl miss the "old me".

i am sorry for dragging so many ppl into this.
i was being selfish and stupid.
mostly i'm sorry to her, but she already knows that.

so yea, we're picking up again.

i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

grounded.

things honestly couldn't be worse.

call my cell a lot cuz i'm not allowed to go out, or get on here.

Thanksgiving was good ( Read more... )

see...i'm happy ( Read more... )

i got my belated bday gift from audrie today ( Read more... )

gosh do i dislike him greatly.
i'm getting those stomach pains back.
=/
not cool i guess.
missed school today.
thats not very cool either.
work sucked, but oh well.
i work 5 days this week.
football game saturday.
partying after that for sure.
p.s. i love audrie lynn martin